Do not worry if you feel being buried or something. If you are seed, you will grow anyway. You will grow anywhere and thrive the pressure. In sha Allah, be like a seed!
I have this experience when I felt myself down. I feel that I need guidance, I asked this guidance but unfortunately, not many people could be your guide or tutor. You need to find the place yourself and do something. It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness!
In sha Allah...